KPOP

korean  music n drama or known..skrg nie most of teenagers addicted with korean  music n drama or known as KPOP..most of them gle kn selebriti korea such as 2pm, HARA, 2am, BIG BANG, and mcm2 lg..hhmm..gelombang KPOP nie bg aku lar kn sgt dasyat..xre pmpn laki..remaja, or even ad y tua pn gle kn KPOP nie..sgt lar dasyat.. smpai kn ad y sggp habis kn duit berpuluh ringgit even lg dasyat beratus ringgit tuk g konsert bli brg2 y ad gmbr selebriti pujaan dorg nie..dorg sgt lar addicted dgn idol2 korea nie..well me too,sometime ad jgk perasaan nk bli brg2 even g konsert y dorg wt kt malaysia nie..siap ad hati nk keja kt korea kalu ad rezeki sbb addicted sgt aku nan selebriti korea nie..hhmm, but to tell d true that even aku addicted pn aku xde lar smpai nk g bli tiket konsert dorg y harga beratus ringgit n korban kn duit makan aku kt kolej nie kn..even sekat sume perbelanjaan aku demi nk kumpul duit tuk bli brg2 exclusive dorg tu such as note planner, calender, or even t-shirt.. ad hati nk bli..tp ble pk ble y aku kn habis kn duit aku kt situ lps tu aku xblh nk b'belanje cm y aku ske..especially tuk mkn..aku nie dh lar ske mkn..hhmm..bg aku minat2 tp xmgkn kot nk abis kn duit beratus ringgit just tuk bli brg2 y ad gmbr dorg..gmbr wt per..xdpt faedah pn..kalu kenyang perut xpe gk..or kalu tgk gmbr blh kahwin nan dorg ok gk tu..tp x..just tgk gmbr..tp dorg bkn kenal kte..minat tgk ceta dorg belakon..dgr lagu dorg..bljr bahasa dorg..culture dorg tu mgkn bg aku..tu ad gk faedah..nk g kuar holiday kt sne xde masalah kalu tau bahasa dorg tu..tau culture dorg..well every country have their own culture n language..we need to learn 1st b4 we go there..so that we will not do something that beyond their culture..n that will make we easy to communicate with them..xde lar sesat or kne tipu t..KPOP..KPOP jgk..tp asl jgn hlg agama n arah tuju sebenar kte hdp sdh..jgn sggp habis kn duit tuk KPOP nie..tp nk bg sumbangan tuk program agama sendiri ssh..nk join program y berkaitan nan agama byk alasan..tp konsert2 n tonton ceta2 korea tu xpernah bg alasan..tu kn jd mslh dlm hdp kte..

well..i love to learn korean culture n language..n i love ISLAM too..ISLAM is my way of life..KPOP is internment in my life..Al-Quran is my book to guide me in my life for akhirat..KPOP is my book to learn about culture that have in this world that ALLAH have create.. 

Selfish

Selfish..penting kn dri..tu lar y mampu aku kte kn pd dri ku ini..hidup terlalu penting kn dri akn byk menyusah kn dri org lain di sekeliling kte terutamanya ahli keluarga kte.tp kdg2 pentingkn dri jgk perlu untuk kejayaan kte..such as in study. we need to be selfish in our study or else we will not succeed..ble kte tgk org lain main2 biar kn jer..jgn pedulikn dorg..n kalu dorg ajak tuk main2 n lpe kn stdy kte, kte perlu tolak n fikirkan mse dpn kte..
well..but today aku bkn nk ckp psl selfish y cmtu..aku ni kdg2 selfish t'utamanya ble aku ngh tension..n ble tu y t'jd family aku kn ssh hati..terutamanya mama n papa..hhmm..ble aku dh t'lalu tension dlm stdy aku kn fkr nk ble ke rumah n xmau duk kt hostel nie lg..tgk blik kt hostel nie pn aku xnk kalu blh..sbb bg aku ape shj y berkaitan nan stdy aku tu kn wt aku tension n nk blek rumah..mcm aku kt matrik dlu..sbb t'lalu sedih n tension sbb xdpt celebrate birthday kt rumah..aku menangis mcm bdk2 n merengek kt mama n papa tuk blek rumah..sdg kn aku xblh blek mse tu sbb esk nye d matrik aku kn ad program y melibatkn sume pelajar matrik aku..disebabkan tu mama n papa terpakse dtg dr kl ke negeri sembilan n tdo d sne just tuk pujuk aku tuk xblek rumah..n celebrate birthday aku kt sne sme2..even though mama n papa dh janji kn dtg ke matrik sehari slps birthday aku t..still aku xterima pujukan dorg smpai dorg dtg awl n hbs kn mse nan aku sehari sblm birthday aku n mse birthday aku..
hhmm.. n today it happen again..i can't take anymore to stay here..stay in uum..i want to go out..i don't want to look at my college or even look at my room..even i stay in my room i feel really tension..i need to go out..i want to go home..most of my friends go back..when raya haji..deepavali..n even last week..all of them go back..just go back without any reason..n without doing their assignment..group assignment..but me..i have to stay in uum even though i have my reason..i miss my mama n papa..but still their not allow me to go back..that make me sad..i was crying badly today just because my parents not allow me to go back..hhmm..that make them really worried coz that happen again n they could not come to see me..then they tell my sister if anything happen to me that make me sad n want to go back badly..hhmm..after talk with my sister..they make their own conclusion that i crying badly n want to go home just because i did not get to eat "DOMINOS"..hhmm..why they think like that..so as conclusion..my parent just give money to use..bank in to me n my sister so that me n my sister can go out n eat "DOMINOS" n buy anything that i want..just do n go anywhere that make me happy back n make me focus on my study back..just that they can to for now..well because i far from they..they can't come here ..come to kedah.. n they can't allow me to go back kl..coz i still need to go to class n finish up my assignment n focus for my final that just around the corner.
well.. i don't care what will people talk about my parents n what people going to talk about me..i known why they do that to me..what had they do for today just to make sure im happy to stay here n focus in my study, so that i can succeed in my future..i as im why im doing what i done today is because i miss my parents badly n i want to see them..i need to see my mom..miss her so badly..in my mind i only can think about them n house..even i can go back just for 1 day..i want it..but the it costly and time..i will wasted my time in bus n i can only can see their face only for few minutes..so it better if i just stay here n focus in my study n wait until 14/1/12 to go back..
i need to wait until that date.. seriously have to wait..from today on im counting the date..if i have the power to fly n go back now..i will do that..but i known it beyond our nature..we can't do that..what can i do now..study, pray to ALLAH for them n do what even i can do to make focus back in my target n purpose im come here..need to do things that will make me near to ALLAH..so that ALLAH can give me a straight to do so..

p/s:counting the date n try to focus in  my goal..